Wednesday, 25 May 2011

A letter to myself

Hi Vinni,

You are the one who know about yourself more than anyone in this world.People will say about you as per their perception.No need to worry, because of their perceptions.Their interpretation about you may or may not be correct.If someone(relative/friends/husband/wife/sister/brother) say something(which you cannot tolerate) about you,forgive them.Understand,Forgiveness is the best way when it comes to a relationship.Why you wanna fight with a person?why you wanna waste your energy & time for convincing a person, who doesn't deserve it.Let them say what all they want,if they will get happy & satisfaction,why you wanna stop them.No one is perfect in this world,keep this in your mind.Don't get depressed by anything in this world.You know what all are your skills,believe in them,avoid immature or demotivating words.Stay away from people who always blame you,because that will destroy your confidence.

Once you understand one of  your friend playing with your feelings or trying to hurt you,keep them away from your life,that's the best way rather than fighting with them or taking revenge on them.Include them in your prayers,SAY (twice/thrice in day) the same what JESUS said '' FATHER,FORGIVE THEM, FOR THEY DON'T KNOW WHAT THEY ARE DOING'',''GOD'' would pardon them and give them better minds''.This will help you to calm down,and continuing this will make you to control your anger,will make your life more beautiful.

Understand,life is a mixture of happiness & sadness.GOD will not allow you to weep always!!HE will make you happy too.Realise the fact and act accordingly.Our life is a gift of GOD,please don't spoil it.Only GOD and you have the right in your life.Don't leave your gifted life for anything or anyone in this world.It's you,only YOU understand your feelings,sharing your feeling only with the right person will make you comfortable,if it's with wrong one will make you depressed.
A story for you which tells how to escape insulting(abusing persons) from others....:)
Bhuddha explained how to handle insult & maintain compassion:
One day Bhuddha was walking through a village.A very angry and rude young man came up and began insulting him."You have no right teaching others," he shouted."You are stupid as everyone else.You are nothing but a fake & lier".Buddha was not upset by these insults.Instead he asked the young man "Tell me,if you buy a gift for someone,and that person does not take it,to whom does the gift belong?"
That man was surprised to be asked such strange question and answered,"It would belong to me,because I bought the gift."
The Buddha smiled and said,"That is correct.And it is exactly the same with your anger.If you become angry with me and I do not get insulted,then the anger falls back on you.You are the only one who becomes unhappy,not me.All you have done hurt yourself."
"If you want to stop hurting yourself,you must get rid of your anger and become loving instead.When you hate others/shame on others,you yourself become unhappy.But when you love others,everyone is happy."

Be optimistic in your life,help people those who really need your help,be systematic in your life,work hard for achieving dreams,be sincere to your life,count the number of shoes you have before entering into the show room,keep that money for the one who really deserve it,find 30 min for prayer.people may have your bread n butter,once they get angry they will say blah blah...avoid them from your life completely.Let them say/do what they want.

                                         "On this path effort never
                                           goes to waste,and there is 
                                           no failure,Even a little effort 
                                           toward spiritual awareness
                                           will protect you  from the
                                           greatest fear " - Srimad Bhagavad Gita

Friday, 29 April 2011

The most haunted & mysterious places in London

Britain is the most haunted nation in the world.Whenever you guys travel to Britain,you can be sure you are never far from the place of ancient myth or the home of a disconsolate ghost....

                                        Stonehenge - Circle of life & death

1.Bank of England :-It's nick name is ''The Old Lady of Threadneedle Street''.Sarah Whitehead's brother Philip,a disgruntled former employee of the bank,was found guilty on forgery and executed.Poor Sarah was unhinged by the shock and everyday for the next 25 years she appeared at the BANK,asking for her brother Philip.When she died she was buried in the old churchyard that later became part of the Bank's gardens.Her ghost has been reported in the area many times.

             Shape-Changing Trees that mingle with ghosts - Kingley valeyews

2.Cornhill :-In St' Michael's church,a team of bellringers were horrified to see an ugly shapen sight come in at one window and flat over to another.They all fell unconscious and later discovered deep scars in the stonework.The scars became known as the ''Devil's clawmarks'',and for years the church had a sinister reputation.

3.Garlick Hill :-Several visitors to St'James Garlickythe have reported seeing a shrouded ghost standing on the tower steps and in various other parts of the building.

4.Red Lion Square :- Three figures have occasionally been reported in the square.These figures are reported as the ghost of Oliver Cromwell,John Bradshaw & Henry Ireton.

A medieval tale of a lady,a lake,a broken promise a supernatural prophesy with lasting consequences-Liyny fan fach

5.Tower Of London :- The ghost of Thomas Becket was seen in the tower at early stages,later two princes,the 12-year old King Edward V of England & his 10-year old brother Richard who haunt the bloody tower till this day.

6.Westminister Abbey :- The abbey has several hosts.A murdered monk who occasionally chats to the visitors.John Bradshaw ,who appeared in the Red Lion Square from time to time,haunts this place also.

7.Kensington Palace :- The ghost of George II has often been reported gazing anxiously out of window of Kensington Palace towards the weather- vane.

                              Highgate Cemetery : Outer London

8.Victoria & Albert Museum :- The Great Bed of ware,which is kept in the museum,is said to be haunted by its maker,Johas Fosbrooke,a carpenter from Ware in Hertfordshire.he made mammoth bed in 1463 for Edward IV.It measured approximately 3.4m long 3.3m wide.When the king's 13 year old son and heir disappeared in 1483,probably murdered,the bed was sold and eventually came into the ownership of a succession of ware innkeepers,who used it during local festivals when the town was crowded.Once,in the 17th century,12 married couples are alleged to have slept in it together.From beyond the grave,Jonas Fosbrooke was not at all happy about his great bed's fall in status,and his ghost was reputed to pinch and scratch anyone who slept in it,because his gift was not being used by royalty.

9.Haymarket :- Former actor manager J.B.Buckstone occasionally appears at the Harymarket Theatre,and his ghost is welcome because it is said to bring good luck.

10.University College :- The fully clothed,straw-upholstered skeleton of Jeremy Bentham,the law reformer who died in 1832,sits in a glass case in the cloister of University college,where his ghost has aooarently been seen and heard.Bentham's preserved head,originally placed between his feet,was removed and stored separately when it became rank,and was stolen many times.Once it was found in a left-luggage locker in Aberdeen.Today it rests in a refrigerator in the college vaults but,despite the odd attack by beetles,his wax headed body continues to live an active life.In 2002 it was taken to Essen's Ruhrlandmuseum.

                                          Ghostly Vicar's Pennance

Kings,Queens,aristocratic ladies and theatrical gentlemen haunt the city's drawing rooms,stairwells and streets,destined to remain Londoners for all eternity..If you are posing for photos in London,the ghosts,spirits will be there behind you....:)

Friday, 22 April 2011

My Klicks

Hi Friends,

Uploading my klicks....

                                       Richmond Park,London

                                 Lee Valley Riding Centre,London

                             Richmond Park,London

                              Garden in Richmond

                             Lee Valley Riding Centre,Leyton

                          Garden in Richmond,London

                       Richmond Park

                      Donno the ID of the flower......

                                 Cycle Path in Richmond Park

                         Richmond Park,London 

Monday, 18 April 2011

Live-in relationship and our society???

Hi Friends,
Its our right to say our views/opinion about anything in this world.Can call it as personal opinion.I would like to say my opinion about live-in relation.Live-in relationship is a mutual understanding between two person of different sex or same sex to live together.They can share household luxurious & even indulge in sex with each others consent.And there is no concept of husband & wife at the same time both of them have equal rights.I can say a man will no authority over his female partner and vice versa.

If I say live-in relation is good and we can try it in life,then a huge number of people will come against it and will say about Indian culture,our tradition,our family relationships,family bonds,Our relationship values,moral side and of course the society will not agree with it.I'm sure,I'll be the odd one out.But I haven't seen these kind of opposition to the family who is asking dowry for marriage.I am from Kerala,So I know what is happening in the marriage market in Kerala.Without dowry the guy will not go for marriage,now you will say this may happen only in arranged marriage,God sake trust me,I can give one of my personnel experience,I have a friend,he is from a middle class family,after his Btech,he got a very good job with a good remuneration,he fell in love with a girl,she is Mtech from IIT,both from same religion & caste because of that both families also interested.The girl's family & the boy's family met each other.The interesting part is after the meeting,the boy's father had reached the girl through phone and informed they want 15L INR as dowry for the marriage.Later my friend is called informed the same to the girl,not to the girl's family.The intention was they need girl's support for the dowry.And the funny thing is boys' parents marriage was also love marriage.And my friend is pointing that his dad got a good amount as well as properties as dowry,so he is also expecting the same,and saying I will get min.30L INR & more beautiful girl than her.Unfortunately that time I was here in UK,otherwise I would have slapped him.He is the one who followed her for more than 1 year and requested for her love by saying sweet n sugaring words like ''without you,I cannot live''.Her family was not able to give the required amount as dowry,so my friend haven't married that girl,now she got marry with another guy and settled abroad.I really cant understand was his love towards that poor girl or towards the dowry??Why these guys can think about a dowry free marriage??

In some families,giving and getting dowry is their prestigious issue.Our society is against live-in relationship,but why the same society is not against to this bloody dowry system.Dowry is not applicable in live-in relationship,is that is the reason why society is against live-in relationships?Live-in relationship will affect the tradition & culture of our country.A lady's life is not important in our country,or its not relevant in our culture/tradition??

In live-in relationship,partners will get an opportunity to understand each other,whether the two are compatible or not.In this way we can reduce the number of divorce.We all will say the purity of 'Mangalsuthra'.But I believe a girl's life is more important than 'Mangalsuthra'.In live-in relationship,there is no mangalsuthra,or any religious formalities.Society is highlighting these points against live-in relationship.But my question is 'before creating an issue related to dowry,why the boy/his family/society giving value to the same 'Mangalsuthra'?.'Mangalsuthra don't have any value at that time,Is it conditional one??

After getting divorce from her husband,the girl will keep the same magalsuthra?why the society not insisting to keep the same one?In our country,people are adopting western culture and society gave a label that live-in relationship is western culture.I would like to ask one question 'God Krishna & Radha never married and they lived together,so that is also live-in relation,then how come it will be a western culture???And people who all are saying opposing Westernism,please mind they don't have dowry system and no girl is dying because of dowry issues.So that's the positive part of Westernism.
We can see lots of couples,they are adjusting each other,why?The reason is they got married,even if they are frustrated with each other then also just pulling their life for the society/family.Majority of them keeping parallel relation even after marriage?Is that's our culture/tradition?This will build a healthy society?

Selecting live-in relation/marriage is depends on person's interest and their privacy.Please give freedom to select their own way.If its live-in relation/marriage please commit into the relation and understand each other,avoid of cheating our own life.

Youngsters,if you are following western culture please mind EU's may drink,go for dating etc,but they don't have dowry system and they will not kill their wife for money/dowry..

If you guys have any opinion,you can share it here....all are welcome.........

Tuesday, 5 April 2011

A Cherished Memory

I joined one of the famous college in Alappuzha for ma graduation.College was far from ma house,more than one hour from ma house.None of ma friends were joined in that college.So I was almost alone in the college for first few days.One week later only I understood one of ma plus two mate also joined in the same college.I met her in the college bus and she was coming from near to ma native place.In that way I got a friend in the college...within days we became very close friends.

No one can see me without Susan & vice-versa.First year gone very happily and we all entered into second year of our graduation.In the second year,ma friend Susan joined in a tuition centre and her classes was scheduled morning 7 am.So I missed her in the college bus.

One day afternoon ,Susan came and asked 'Darling,Could you come with me for browsing?'.I haven't understand what she had meant by the word browsing even then also I said 'Yes Babs,I Can'.So we escaped from the boring language class(hindi) and reached the internet cafe.Susan created an email id in 'YAHOO'.I was watching all magic in the first time in life.I could see small square boxes in the computer screen,because of ma curiosity,I asked about the small square boxes.She replied 'Dear,those are chat windows,not boxes'.

She gave a detailed description about yahoo chatting & chat rooms on the way back to home.Next time she created a yahoo id for me and I learned chatting techniques from Sus but I didn't try for a chat at that time.
Again I gone with her for browsing,that day I also started using Yahoo Messanger and entered into yahoo chat room.Within seconds,someone pinged me,as usual in chat rooms that person asked asl,but how poor I was,couldn't understand the abbreviation of 'asl'.Luckily Sus helped me and she had answered for all his queries.

The very next day also I had a chat with the same person.His name was Vishal.He revealed everything about him...his family,friends,academics,hobbies...Within short span,we both became friends.I said thanks to Susan for her help for getting a nice friend like him.I never asked his contact number and he never asked mine also. Chatting with him was became one of ma hobby later on.he was very talkative and not an introvert at all.As friends we did everything,like teasing,pulling legs of each other & after all we both shared all our sorrows & joys which friends normally do.

There were lots of common stuff to hold our friendship strong,like dance,violin,music etc etc.\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\The friendship successfully completed first anniversary without any harm.

One day I got an offline message.It made me sad & depressed.Vishal got his visa for higher studies(normally it was a good news)but I was upset.So I haven't replied to his offline message and tried to concentrate more into ma studies & reading. Something was pulled me back from checking ma mail box.After a week,I opened ma mailbox,I could see around 54 messages from vishal.Read all of them and I had got his mobile number from one of his mail.I completely understood his intention was to get a phone call from ma end.

Finally I tried to reach him,The call got connected and the very first time I spoke with him.I was bit nervous for a few minutes.But he was a chatter box.From his talks I realized he wasn't the same mood like me.He was happy for his travel to the new country.So I controlled and hide ma bloody missing feelings from him.He planned to leave the country the very next week.But he never forget to talk to me till he leave the country.He asked for a gift from me caz of that I gifted one of ma drawing and he too gifted his writings to me.I was really happy.It wasn't love,but true friendship.On the way to his journey,he reached me on phone and said he will miss me and he was worried about me.I was sad even though I made him convinced that our friendship will never end.He reached the new country safely and started his new life there.

I haven't received a single message or phone call from him later.But I was expecting his calls everyday.Days....weeks....months....years....I have heard anything about him.Meanwhile I had successfully completed ma graduation and gone for higher studies.New friends,new incidents came into ma life.Even then also his memories were there in ma heart.

After seven years,I got a mail from him,but I haven't replied to his mail.After few days,he had tried to reach me on ma landlines.We both haven't felt any gap in our relation after years & years.He clearly said it to me.Our friendship became the same as before but I do have something beyond a friendship with him,never ever let him to know the same.Because he do have lots & lots of gf who all were very beautiful,elegant,smart compared to me.So I never expressed my feelings to him.

Years day he said casually he was keeping a true love for me for last 10 years,but he knew I was considering him as a good friend & was not keeping any feelings more than a friend to him.Even then also he wanted to say it,so he expressed it.I couldn't say anything,so I tried to escape from the topic without asking anything about his love.But he was saying the same,I really wanna say 'Yes vishal I do have the same' but I didn't,and I will not...So I had handled the topic nicely asking like how many times you will lie in a day,he didn't answer for ma question....and hanged up the call....he never callled me again..

Still keeping his memories in ma heart,and loving him....but don't know where he is.......

                                   ' HE WILL BE MA FRIEND FOREVER'
 If you have the same kind of experience...share it...and share your views about friendship between a girl & boy,whether it related to their age group?Don't hesitate to post your valuable comments...

Sunday, 27 March 2011

One night in ladies hostel

One Friday evening,after reaching hostel room,me and my roomate Pooja gone to mess hall for taking our tea and snacks.We met some of our seniors there in the mess hall.They were talking in very low voice like whispering something...we both were eagerly looking at them for getting the news.Pooja said 'C'mon dear,will ask '.There was no other option for me.We asked about the matter,they gave detailed description about a board called 'OJHO Board' and saying,they spoke to good spirits with the help of OJHO board..I was shocked and excited also.

When we reached our room,we discussed the same with other hostel mates.All were excited to try it.But majority haven't the courage or boldness to try 'Ojho board'.At last me,sinitha and priya decided to do it.We found an empty room in the hostel and cleaned it and started calling good spirits with full of concentration.Pin drop silence....1,2,3,....nothing happened.It was around 12.30 at night.we tried calling spirits four - five times.But no results found.

We were disappointed and thought of going back to our own room.Suddenly Priya said: 'Hey I am sorry dear I forgot to remove my holy ring,that might be the reason'.I got angry on her,then also told her to keep the ring in her room.Within seconds,Priya kept it in her room and returned to the room, we started calling the good was like....'GOOD SPIRITS PLEASE COME,Good Spirits Please Come,good spirits please come'.'Good spirits is there?'.We couldn't imagine the glass was moving towards the alphabet 'Yes'.We all were shocked thought of stopping that experiment,but when we thought about our seniors words,we decided to ask questions to the good spirits.

Priya : 'Good spirit,can we know your name?',the glass moved towards 'S','U','R','E','S' & 'H'.We got the name was 'suresh'.

Me  : 'How come you die?' It gave an answer 'suicide'.Again I asked 'Are you nuts,why did you go for suicide?'His answer: 'Financial problems'.Sinitha was eagerly waiting for asking questions to the spirit.She asked: 'Can you tell me about our MBA final sem. results and some of our college mates had written their arrears,so how about their results would be?'It said all of us will pass for final sem but It clearly said Pooja will not pass her QT1 paper.We all were sad listening that news.Later me and Sini asked 2-3 questions,but it didn't reply.When priya asked the good spirits gave answers.In way we felt that the spirit and priya were lovers.Our question stock was over and we were scared to ask more questions also.

Sini's opinion was to send the spirits back.Me & Priya agreed and requested the spirit to go back.After sometime  priya asked ' spirit you gone '.No answer from good spirit, after only we got peace of mind.before also we had heard about some stories related the afftereffects if the spirits haven't gone back.So we three were worried about thinking the same.Fortunately everything went well.

We gone to our own room and tried to sleep but didn't get sleep & the memories haunted us like anything for some months.

Still now I really don't know whether it was fact or not....Till confused about the same...not even me my friend sini also...But donno know about priya....
Friends,you may have similar experiences.....share it.....

Tuesday, 22 March 2011

The actress & danseuse Sobhana

Sobhana Chandrakumar was born to Anandam & Chandrakumar on 21st March 1966, 
at Trivandrum,Kerala,India.Sobhana has won the National Film Award for best actress.She won her first national award for her brilliant performance in Fazil's 'Manichithrathazhu'.She received her second national award for the movie 'Mitr',directed by Revathi.Sobhana has mainly acted in Malayalam,Tamil,Hindi,Telugu & Kannada films.

Govt.Of India honoured Sobhana with the 'Padma Shri' award for her contributions to Bharatanatyem & Cinema.She entered into malayalam film industry through the movie 'April 18' directed by Balachandra Menon.

She had done her dance training at Chidambaram Academy,Chennai.The legendary bharatanatyem dancer Chithra Viswesaran is the guru of Sobhana.Sobhana's skilled execution of dance movements and her extraordinary beauty had led many people to consider her as the most beautiful South Indian actress from 1980's through 1990's.

Sobhana successfully presented the entire RAMAYANA called 'Maya Ravan'.Sobhana is an extraordinarily talented bharatanatyem dancer & choreographer.She is known for her fine dedication of the classical art form,Bharatanatyem.She is ambitious & career oriented woman from South India.

Sobhana founded Kalarpana with the intention of committing herself  to the propagation of the classical arts.
She has performed in Kualampur before the King & the Queen of Malaysia.She had done dance tours in USA,Europe,Australia & South-east Asia.

We can see many of our old actress( those who all were acting as Heroine )later acted as Mom,grand mother.We all can accept those characters,but in her 50s also her audience never wanna see her being as a mom or grandmother in the movie.Audience still accepting her as a heroine.

From this video(from manichithrathazhu malayalam movie),we can understand her brilliant performance as a dancer & her talent as an actress..

Sobhana is unmarried and she recently adopted six months old baby girl named 'Anantha narayani'.

We can expect more talented & creative dance performances from Sobhana.

Thursday, 17 March 2011

Is she really mischerious?

One fine morning,dad said,'daughter,I have done all the procedures for your MBA admission with one of the B-school and your class will start within three weeks'.I was surprised & confused.I really wanna ask,'Why MBA dad,can I try for MCA'?But when I thought about the consequences of ma question,I hold ma tongue and controlled ma mind.I wish to do MCA with ma friend who already joined in a college in baglr.My ultimate aim is not successfully completing ma PG,it's blasting & enjoying with ma friend that too in City Of Garden.Dad read ma mind and arranged ma admission with different university for MBA.I haven't said anything to ma dad and prepared maself for fulfilling his wish rather than mine.Felt ma dad don't wanna see me sitting in front of the small box,which is not a tiffin box,and suffering to count the keys, whole day n getting bugs while counting,n using some uncommon language(can't use for communicating,then also it's called language)for testing the accuracy of the count.He wants to see me standing in front of a group of executives,wearing branded suits,n trying to say as many lies as possible/shouting at the sub ordinates for achieving targets...

Three weeks had gone very quickly.Finally my joining date came,gone to college with ma dad and they already arranged ma accommodation,but I have to wait till 2 pm in the college for attending ma GD.So dad said 'daughter,can we go and have a coffee'.He clearly knows ma answer will be 'YES' as always.Unfortunately,college canteen was closed,so we walked towards another restaurant near by college.We gave order for two coffee and snacks n waiting for the same,inbetween a guy entered into that small restaurant and he started casual talks with the restaurant owner.We understood he is doing his MBA in the same college,without asking anything to me ma dad started talking with that guy.Within few minutes,dad introduced me to him,the guy was not too handsome but his talks was very impressive.He talked very nicely and asked'neways she has GD @ 2pm,why you wanna sit here till that time,you can come with me and watch Telly in the comment 'ohh,thats nice'.Without any hesitation I also gone with them like going to see the television in the first time in ma life.

He switched on the telly n vanished suddenly,we started watching one of the musical programme,within seconds another guy came into the lounge and started talking with dad,later to me also.The number of person increased within seconds,I smelled something fishy.So I somehow said ;Dad,can we move to college?'Fortunately,Dad too has the same opinion.Somehow I escaped from there and reached back to college,later successfully finished ma GD and gone to the new ladies hostel.

In hostel I met ma roomate Indu,who's very modern & stylish as compared to me.After sometime some other hostelmates also came and we all introduced ourselves.That night itself I understood ma roomate is a rank holder in her UG and also having a love affair.She was always busy with her mobile phone.So felt lonliness there in the room,so I started going to other rooms for chats.With very next day only I realized,that day me and dad gone to the wrong place that was the hostel of our senior guys.In that way,all my seniors got ma name and  I became the toy of ma seniors in the ragging period.

Within one month we all became very close,especially hostelmates.Day scholars were always day scholars,never include them with us..That was the policy followed by seniors too..So we also adopted the same.

There was a girl,meghna, who looks very beautiful and she was not roomate of mine,but then also I became very close to her caz of the same passion in classical dance.I can say she was close to all students in the college.Talkative and energetic all the time and too matured enough compared to others.She informed everyone that she was already engaged with a business man,Sharan,who is currently at Egypt.We all like..'' Wowwww,good selection dear''.Poured wished for her marriage.In a way,we all were happy,caz if the girl is engaged with some other guy,we all will get more options in college.So everybody passed the news asap.

One saturday,meghna got a parcel,she said it was from Italy.We all were happy for her.She will be there in hostel even if we gone to our home.She never said reasons behind it.Kept that in her mind and locked.May  she really wanna open everything any one of us..We all were curious about to know more about her,but she never open,she changed the topic if it related to her other than her studies.But I always give respect to her,even I donno what is the reason behind it,even now also.

Two years passed very fast,we all got MBA degree,and in the farewell party Meghna said she never try to keep any contact with anyone in the college once she gone out from college.We have't understand why did she say like that.No one didn't ask her too..

After one year,I got an invitation card for one of my friend remya;s wedding.I had attended the marriage and met all our friends except meghna.No one had contact with her.All have same answer:'No idea,No news about meghna'.She didn't reply to any of our mails,phone calls..Someone said'Just leave her that girl,why we are spoiling our time and money for the one who don want us,She is mischerious girl'.Later on we purposely avoided talking about her.,,,All became busy with their own life.

Five years later..I met ma ex-colleague in a flight journey to US.Inbetween our chats,he Aman,my colleague mentioned about a girl,named meghna.I asked more about her and motivated him to say more about her life.Aman described the story..Meghna was very happy when her dad was alive.For her dad's happiness,meghna had got married in her 20s with Sharon.She was happy with him.her brother also got married and settled in the meanwhile.After two months of her marriage,Sharon gone to Egypt for business meeting.unfortunately,He met with an accident there in Egypt and passed away on the way to hospital itself.Somehow her brother said the bad news to her,and meghna was not ready to accept the fact.When she had seen the dead body of Sharon,she didn't react, didn't cry,his relatives finished the funeral formalities.After two weeks also her condition was same.The fact was tuff to accept a girl like meghna.Poor girl!!later she gone to her house,her dad and mom somehow console her and tried to make her back to normal life.She is not lucky enough or may be God don't want her see her happiness,within one month her dad also passed away caz of heart attack.Again meghna gone to worse condition.She became abnormal and her mom realised meghna was pregnant.Unfortunately,She got miscarriage also.All these incidents changed her completely.She was under treatment for one year.Later her mom and brother compelled her to go for MBA,caz of that she gone for MBA.And meghna never said anything about the death of Sharon.Sharon was there in Egypt as per her belief.Recently meghna got married with guy,caz of the pressure from her mom and brother.That was the second of marriage of that Guy,he has a child also.But meghna was accepted proposal and got married with him and living in India.I was shocked after listening the story,not a story,it was the life of our meghna.We reached US and gave byes to each other.

I really wanna say about Meghna to ma friends,but something pulling me back all the time.I wanna say Meghna is bold otherwise she couldn't finish her MBA.She was keeping all her sorrows and tears and was acting like she was happy like others...I wanna say this real life of meghna to ma friend and wanna ask 'Whether our Meghna is really mischerious?'n want all of them pray a happy future life for Meghna.

Thursday, 10 March 2011

My love,why I love you so much!!!

I am loving you sweetheart caz I can be myself when I am with you.I am happy if I'm with you,else I feel, me in darkness.I can't stop myself from loving you,my heart always need your love,your innocence,childishness & care.I love the way you get angry whenever I'm late,yet wait for me as long as it takes.When you hold ma hands,I feel I'm safe and your love is the key that opens ma heart with happiness. love, I know ,you are truly loving me.I'm incomplete without you,dear.I love you are the one who makes happiness happen.You have given meaning to ma life.I love you caz you are the only one who can make me smile even in ma deepest sorrows.You can read my eyes & heart even in ma silence too.

You walked into ma life unexpectedly...You warm ma heart with all that you do & all that you say...
I'll tell you this...from the bottom of ma mean everything to are everything to are the light of ma life..I'll forever keep loving you..

You are in ma are in ma dreams...Feel ma love always beside you...Every moment of our togetherness is a memory forever..

You are my love & my life..nothing in the universe could replace our love...I thank you for the love we've..never forget me as I'll never forget you,my love...

Monday, 28 February 2011

I Couldn’t Live Without This Song

Tell me can't u feel ma heart beat
Tell me as i kneel down at your feet
I know there would come a time
when these two hearts would entwine
Just put your hand in mine forever

For so long i have been an island
When no one could ever reach these shores
And we've got a whole lifetime to share
And I'll always be there,darling,this I swear

So please believe me for these words I say are true
And don't deny me lifetime loving you
If you ask,will I be true?Do I give my all to you
Then I will say I do

I am ready to begin this journey
Well,I'm with you with every step you take
And we've got a whole lifetime to share
And I'll alwys be there,darling ,this I swear

So please believe me for these words I say are true
And dont deny me a lifetime loving you
If you ask,will I be true?Do I give my all to you
Then I will say I do

So come on,just take my hand
Oh,come on,let's make a stand for our love
But I know this is so hard I believe,so please

So please believe me for those words I say are true
And don't deny me lifetime loving you
If you ask,will I be true?Do I give my all to you
Then I will say I do...

When I ask you to listen to a song, its caz the lyrics mean everything I wanna say to you my love...